Chapter 2 - Ten Thousand Feet of Suffocation

The chime echoed twice through the cabin as the landing gear retracted into the belly of the aircraft.
Outside the tiny oval windows, the flat, sprawling brown and green grid of the Dallas-Fort Worth metroplex fell away, quickly swallowed by a blanket of thick, churning white clouds.
In the forward galley, the small prep area separated from First Class by only a thin, navy-blue curtain, I stood before the stainless-steel drink cart. My hands worked with rhythmic, muscle-memory precision: peeling the foil off the plastic ice buckets, lining up the glass tumblers, checking the seals on the miniature bottles of bourbon and gin.
“Val, you okay?”
Marcus, my second-in-command for this flight, slid open the upper latch of the snack bin. Marcus was thirty-four, sharp-eyed, and had flown with me for three years. He knew my moods better than most of my family did.
“You’ve got that look,” Marcus muttered, leaning against the counter. “The look you had when that senator tried to grab your hip over Denver back in twenty-two. The ‘I am about to dismantle a man’s entire soul with extreme politeness’ look.”
I didn’t look up from the ice tongs. “Passenger in 2A. Do you know who that is, Marcus?”
Marcus poked his head around the curtain for a quarter of a second before ducking back in. “Tall guy? Linen shirt? Sweating like he’s in a sauna even though the AC is blasting? No. Should I?”
“That’s Ryan.”
Marcus froze, the tongs in his hand clattering against the metal bin. His brown eyes expanded to the size of saucers. “Ryan? *Your* Ryan? As in your husband Ryan?”
“The very one.”
“The one who told you this morning he was driving to Austin to bid on a university contract?”
“The very one.”
Marcus let out a slow, low whistle, staring at the blue curtain as if it had caught fire. “Sweet mother of pearl. And the girl sitting next to him? The one with the lip filler and the oversized sunglasses?”
“I assume she is the university contract,” I said, my voice dangerously even.
Marcus looked at me, his playful demeanor vanishing instantly, replaced by fierce, protective loyalty. “Say the word, Valerie. I will take First Class. You go sit in the back, drink some hot tea, and read a magazine. I’ll make his flight a living hell. I’ll spill tomato juice right down the front of his linen pants. I’ll give him the flat ginger ale from yesterday’s turnaround. Just let me do it.”
“No,” I said, meeting his eyes. My voice was quiet, but it had the weight of an anchor dropping into the sea. “You’re staying in the back to help Sarah with the main cabin. I’m serving First Class.”
“Val, that’s torture. Why would you do that to yourself?”
“Because he spent ten years believing I was soft, Marcus. He spent ten years believing that because I don’t scream, because I don’t throw plates, and because I don’t demand his phone passwords, I am weak. He thinks I’m a coward.” I pulled the curtain aside just an inch, looking through the slit.
Ryan was sitting in seat 2A, his face pressed against the headrest, pretending to read the safety information card with the intensity of a scholar studying ancient Greek. His knuckles were bone-white where he gripped the plastic laminate. Next to him, Ashley had removed her sunglasses. She was tapping his shoulder, her pink lips pouting, clearly annoyed that her handsome, wealthy benefactor hadn't spoken a single word to her since boarding.
“I am not going to hide in the galley,” I told Marcus, letting the curtain fall shut. “I am going to serve him every single ounce of what he paid for.”
I took a deep breath, smoothing down my skirt. I loaded two champagne flutes onto a small silver tray, along with a bottle of Veuve Clicquot that had been chilled to perfection.
With a soft flick of my wrist, I drew back the curtain and stepped into the aisle.
The carpet muffled my footsteps, but Ryan felt me coming. I saw the muscles in his neck seize before I even reached row two.
“Champagne?” I asked, sliding into the narrow space between the bulkhead and their seats.
Ashley’s eyes lit up. “Oh, thank goodness! We were wondering when the service would start. Yes, please! It’s our anniversary trip.”
A suffocating silence descended over the row.
“Your anniversary?” I asked, tilting my head slightly. I looked down at Ryan, whose eyes were fixed desperately on the carpet between his Italian leather loafers. “How wonderful. How many years?”
“Oh, not years yet!” Ashley giggled, waving a dismissive, manicured hand. “Seven months today. Ryan surprised me with this trip. An oceanfront suite at the Grand Luxxe. Private cabanas, butler service, the whole nine yards.” She nudged Ryan hard in the ribs. “Babe, tell her about the dinner you booked for tonight. The cliffside one?”
Ryan looked like a man being strapped into an electric chair. A thick droplet of sweat escaped his hairline, meandering slowly down his temple.
“Ashley… please,” he croaked, his voice sandpaper-dry. “Just… just take the drink.”
“Ryan, what is wrong with you?” Ashley snapped, her smile turning brittle. “You’ve been acting like a freak since we stepped onto the jet bridge. Did you lose a bet or something?”
“I’m sure he’s just adjusting to the altitude,” I said with boundless empathy. I popped the cork of the champagne bottle with a soft, barely audible *pffft*—a sign of true technique—and poured the golden, effervescent liquid into Ashley’s glass.
“Here you are, miss. Enjoy your celebration.”
“Thank you so much!” Ashley smiled, taking a sip. “Mmm, delicious. Ryan, aren’t you going to have some? You love champagne.”
I turned my body, holding the second empty flute directly in front of Ryan’s face.
“Would you care for a glass, sir?” I asked.
Ryan finally looked up. His eyes were bloodshot, rimmed with a terrible, desperate panic. He looked at me, searching my eyes for rage, for tears, for a scene he could manage, something he could label as *hysterical* later to justify his betrayal.
He found nothing. Only the calm, cool blue of a clear sky at forty thousand feet.
“Valerie… stop this,” he whispered, his lips barely moving.
“I beg your pardon, sir?” I asked, leaning in just slightly, keeping my professional smile locked in place. “Did you prefer something else? A sparkling water? A scotch? Perhaps something cold to help with the fever you seem to have developed between Dallas and Austin?”
Ashley blinked. “Austin? Who said anything about Austin?”
Ryan grabbed my wrist.
It was a mistake.
The contact was fast, desperate, and broke every rule of passenger-crew conduct. His fingers dug into the fabric of my sleeve.
“Valerie, we need to talk. Right now. In the back.”
I didn't flinch. I didn't pull away. I simply shifted my eyes down to his fingers on my arm, then slowly brought my gaze back up to meet his.
“Sir,” I said, my voice dropping into a tone that was completely devoid of warmth, cold enough to freeze water mid-air. “Remove your hand from my person immediately. Or I will have the captain radio the federal authorities in Cancun, and you will be removed from this aircraft in handcuffs before your luggage hits the carousel.”
Ryan’s fingers jerked back as if he had touched a red-hot stove.
May you like
Ashley gasped, her glass tilting precariously in her hand. “Ryan! What the hell is going on? Do you know this woman?!”
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