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Chapter 2 - The Campaign of Poison

The poison didn’t stay within our family dinners. It spread outward like an oil slick on calm water.

First came Elias’s mother, Loretta.

Loretta was a sweet, anxious woman who lived in a quiet suburb two towns over. She loved Elias with an intensity that bordered on smothering, largely because Elias’s father had walked out on them when he was ten. Abandonment was Loretta’s baseline terror.

She didn't confront me directly. That wasn’t Loretta’s way. Instead, she started dropping by unexpectedly on weekday afternoons, bringing homemade casseroles and lingering by the playpen. She would lift Ren into her arms, carry her toward the bay window, and squint at her features in the natural sunlight.

One Tuesday, while I was folding laundry in the living room, Loretta cleared her throat.

"Clara, dear?"

"Yes, Loretta?"

"Do you... do you still keep in touch with that boy you dated before Elias? The one who moved to Denver?"

I paused with a baby onesie in my hands. The room suddenly felt ten degrees colder. "Marcus? I haven't spoken to Marcus in seven years, Loretta. Why on earth would you ask that?"

Loretta’s cheeks flushed a delicate, guilty pink. "No reason. Just... someone mentioned to Beckett that you two were seen having coffee near the medical plaza when you were about four months along."

*Beckett.* Elias’s younger brother.

"Who told Beckett that?" I demanded, my pulse spiking.

"Marlo mentioned it at the farmer's market," Loretta mumbled, looking down at Ren. "She was just asking Beckett if you and Marcus had stayed friends. She said she thought it was wonderful that exes could remain so supportive."

I stood there, holding a tiny piece of cotton clothing, feeling sick to my stomach. Marcus didn't live in Denver anymore; he lived in Seattle, was happily married, and had two kids of his own. I hadn't been near the medical plaza coffee shop since my first prenatal ultrasound. Marlo had manufactured the entire encounter out of whole cloth, wrapped it in faux innocence, and dropped it straight into the ear of my impressionable brother-in-law.

That night, Elias came home late from the office. His shoulders were slumped, his tie loosened. He kissed Ren on top of her head, but when he looked at me, his gaze was shuttered. Guarded.

"Your brother called me today," he said as we cleared dinner.

"I know."

"He asked me why Ren didn't have my nose."

"Elias, she’s eight months old," I whispered, stepping into his space, begging him with my eyes to be the solid rock he had always been. "Babies have buttons for noses. Look at my baby pictures! Look at your baby pictures!"

"I did," he whispered back, his voice raw. "I spent an hour looking at them in my office today."

He walked down the hall to the master bedroom without another word.

Twenty minutes later, I walked in to find him sitting on the edge of the mattress, his phone glowing in the dark. As the floorboard creaked beneath my foot, his thumb flicked frantically across the screen, locking the display.

"What are you doing?" I asked gently.

"Nothing. Checking sports scores."

He left his phone on the nightstand when he went to brush his teeth. I am not proud of what I did next, but when a marriage is taking on water, dignity is the first thing thrown overboard.

I tapped the screen. The passcode was still our anniversary. The browser tab hadn’t closed properly before he locked it.

*LabCorp Paternity Testing Services: Fast, Confidential Results.*

My hands shook so hard I nearly dropped the phone on the hardwood floor.

I looked up at our wedding portrait hanging above the dresser. Five years. Five years of shared bank accounts, shared grief when we had our first miscarriage, shared dreams of buying an acre of land out in the county. We had planned this child down to the month, tracking ovulation on an app on his phone, celebrating with tears in our eyes when the little pink plus sign appeared.

And Marlo had dismantled all of it with twenty words and a few smirks over white wine.

Then came Thanksgiving.

Mom insisted on hosting. She was getting older, her arthritis flaring in her hands, and she begged both Elias and me to come. "Please, Clara," she cried over the phone. "Your father’s gone. The house is too big. Let’s just have one normal holiday together. I spoke to Marlo. She promised to behave."

I believed her. That was my second mistake.

We arrived at two in the afternoon. Elias was stiff as a board in his ironed button-down shirt. Ren was strapped into her car seat, sleeping peacefully, wearing a soft cream-colored sweater.

There were twenty-two people crammed into Mom’s dining room and living room. Aunts, uncles, second cousins, the smell of roasted sage and turkey filling the air. For the first two hours, everything seemed miraculously civil. Marlo was in the kitchen, helping carve the meat, laughing with our cousin Josie.

Dinner was served. People took their seats. Plates were passed.

Just as Elias reached for the carving knife to help Mom portion the breast meat, Marlo cleared her throat loudly from the head of the table.

She picked up a small, rectangular box wrapped in pastel paper covered in cartoon storks and baby rattles.

"Before we say grace," Marlo announced, beaming with theatrical charm, "I wanted to give Elias a little early Christmas present. Since he's been working so hard and seems so... preoccupied lately."

She slid the box down the long mahogany table. It slid past the gravy boat, past the cranberry sauce, stopping right beside Elias’s water glass.

"Go ahead," Marlo encouraged, resting her chin on her hands. "Open it. Every family deserves honesty during the holidays."

Elias looked at me. I looked at the box. My stomach dropped through the floorboards.

With slow, numb fingers, Elias peeled back the pastel paper.

It was an over-the-counter paternity test kit from Walgreens.

A heavy, suffocating silence fell over the room. Uncle Greg stopped chewing. Aunt Evelyn looked down at her lap. Mom’s mouth opened, but no sound came out.

"It’s ninety-nine point nine percent accurate," Marlo said, her voice bright and breezy. "Just a quick cheek swab for you, a quick swab for little Ren, and then we can finally put all those silly, uncomfortable questions to rest once and for all! Think of it as peace of mind, Elias. From me to you."

Elias didn't yell. He didn't throw the box.

He slowly stood up. His chair legs scraped against the hardwood with a sound like a dying animal. He looked at Marlo, then at my mother, and finally at me. His eyes were completely hollow.

He turned and walked straight out the front door into the freezing November afternoon.

I followed him outside three minutes later. I found him sitting behind the wheel of our SUV, his forehead pressed against the leather steering wheel, his broad shoulders shaking violently with silent, racking sobs.

"Elias," I whispered, opening the passenger door.

"I hate this," he gasped, not looking up. "I hate her, and I hate myself. I hate that every time I look at our daughter’s hair, I hear your sister’s voice in my head. I hate that a tiny, sick part of my brain actually wants to open that box."

"Elias..."

"Take the test, Clara," he whispered, finally lifting his tear-streaked face to look at me. "Let's just take the damn test and shove the paper down her throat. Please. Just shut them up."

I stared at the man I loved, feeling my heart break into jagged pieces.

"If you need a laboratory report to believe I didn’t betray you," I said, my voice barely audible in the winter air, "then Marlo isn’t the one who broke this family. You are."

We drove home in absolute silence. We didn't eat dinner that night.

At 10:14 PM, my phone buzzed on the nightstand. A text from Marlo:

May you like

*Elias is way too sensitive. If you have nothing to hide, why are you so defensive? Love you, sis!*

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