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Chapter 10 - The Next Easter Table

April returned to Tennessee with a riot of dogwood blossoms, wild purple violets in the grass, and sunlight that smelled like warm cedar and honeysuckle.

Easter Sunday arrived on the twenty-first of April—exactly one year to the day since Brianna had slid my chair against the wall.

My house was filled with the smell of roasting ham with brown sugar glaze, scalloped potatoes bubbling in heavy cream and sharp cheddar, green beans simmered with smoked ham hocks, and hot yeast rolls rising under a clean tea towel on the warming drawer.

On the dining room table sat my mother’s old crocheted lace tablecloth, the good willow-pattern china that Arthur had bought me for our tenth anniversary, and heavy, polished silver that had belonged to my grandmother.

There were six chairs around the table.

At eleven-thirty, the front screen door banged open.

"Aunt Pauline!"

Tommy Vance, Evelyn’s nine-year-old grandson, bounded into the hallway carrying a plastic basket filled with chocolate eggs, his sneakers squeaking on the polished pine floors. Evelyn followed right behind him, carrying a covered dish of her famous strawberry pretzel salad, wearing her lavender Sunday hat with the silk daisy on the brim.

"Happy Easter, Pauline!" Evelyn called out, setting the dish on the counter and kissing my cheek. "Lord have mercy, it smells like heaven in this kitchen."

A minute later, Thomas Sterling and his wife, Martha, walked through the breezeway. Thomas had his walking cane in one hand and a bottle of non-alcoholic sparkling cider in the other, his white hair neatly trimmed and his eyes twinkling behind his wire-rimmed glasses.

"Pauline, my dear," Thomas said, bowing slightly over my hand. "We brought the cider. Martha tried to make me wear a necktie, but I told her this was a family table, not the chancery court."

"You look wonderful, Thomas," I said, hugging Martha. "Go sit down in the living room; the ham has five minutes left."

At a quarter to twelve, the sound of Derek’s company truck—clean, washed, and shining in the midday sun—pulled into the driveway.

Derek walked up the front steps.

He wore a crisp white button-down shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his forearms, dark pressed trousers, and clean leather shoes. His hair was cut short, his face was tan from working in the gravel yard, and he had that easy, unforced smile that had been missing for so many years.

Under his arm, he carried a large, flat wooden board he had built himself from scrap oak planks at the lumber yard.

"Happy Easter, Mom," he said, leaning down to kiss my forehead with that warm, familiar reverence that made the last twelve months melt away into the spring air.

"Happy Easter, Derek," I said, looking at the oak board. "What have you got there?"

"A trivet for the center of the table," he said proudly, setting it on the dining table. "Sanded down to two-hundred-and-twenty grit and sealed with food-grade walnut oil. It’ll hold the ham platter without scorching the lace."

"It’s beautiful, son."

"Dinner is served, everyone!" I called out to the living room.

Evelyn, Thomas, Martha, and little Tommy filed into the dining room, laughing and talking about the sermon at the Methodist church and how the dogwood trees had never bloomed so thick.

Thomas Sterling took the chair at the head of the table. Martha sat to his right, Evelyn sat beside Tommy, and Derek stood near the center.

I walked out of the kitchen carrying the heavy porcelain platter with the brown-sugar-glazed ham, the cloves studding the fat like little dark stars. I set it down squarely on the oak board Derek had made.

Then I turned toward the chair at the other end of the table.

Before I could reach for it, Derek stepped forward.

My heart skipped one tiny, instinctive beat—the ancient ghost of Easter past whispering through the room.

Derek reached down. He took the high, carved back of the mahogany chair with both of his large, calloused hands.

He didn't slide it away.

He pulled it out, smoothly and gently, holding it steady against his waist.

He looked across the table, directly into my eyes, with absolute pride, love, and unwavering reverence.

"Your seat, Mom," he said, his voice quiet, deep, and clear enough for everyone in the room to hear.

A soft, beautiful silence settled over the dining room. Evelyn Vance smiled down at her napkin. Thomas Sterling lifted his glass of cider.

I walked to the chair. I smoothed the skirt of my blue linen dress, sat down, and Derek pushed the chair forward until it rested comfortably against the edge of the table.

He leaned down, kissed the top of my head, and then walked around to take his own seat to my right.

"Would you say the blessing, Derek?" Thomas Sterling asked gently from the other end.

Derek looked around the table. He looked at Evelyn, at Thomas, at little Tommy, and finally at me. He reached out and took my right hand in his, while taking Tommy’s hand with his left.

We all bowed our heads.

"Heavenly Father," Derek said, his voice strong, humble, and resonant in the sunny room. "We thank You for this day. We thank You for the food before us, the roof over our heads, and the sun in the yard. But most of all, Father, we thank You for the grace that allows us to find our way back when we are lost. We thank You for mothers who have the strength to teach us the truth, for hands that work honestly, and for the peace of a table where love is not bought, but given."

"Amen," we all whispered together.

"Amen," Derek repeated.

The laughter began immediately. Dishes were passed from hand to hand—the heavy bowl of scalloped potatoes, the warm basket of yeast rolls, the green beans steaming in the April air. Little Tommy asked for two slices of ham, and Thomas Sterling began telling a story about a goat that had wandered into the Davidson County courthouse in 1982.

I sat back in my chair.

My hands rested on the soft linen of the tablecloth. Through the open dining room window, a warm breeze blew in off the garden, carrying the scent of fresh-turned earth, blooming lilacs, and the faint, sweet promise of summer.

And on the kitchen counter, waiting under its clear plastic dome for the end of the meal, sat a three-layer coconut cake—fresh, sweet, and made from scratch—with six clean forks waiting beside it.

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Every single one of them had a place at the table.

And not a single soul was ever going to move my chair again.

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