Chapter 2 - Digits from 1986

The creak of Maya’s floorboards acted like an electric shock to Jake’s spine. He moved faster than I had ever seen him move, snatching his phone off the workbench, kicking the fallen shop stool upright, and reaching out to kill the rafter lamp with a single violent jerk of his wrist.
The garage plunged into gray, freezing gloom, illuminated only by the faint rectangular light spilling through the mudroom door.
"Get inside," Jake whispered harshly, his breath hot against my ear as he moved past me. "Clara, please. She cannot see this. She cannot hear this."
I didn't move. My socks were completely wet now, ice-cold water seeping into the skin of my soles. I stared at Lauren in the dim light. She had backed away until she was pressed against the tall metal cabinets where Jake kept his paint thinner and automotive lubricants. She looked like a ghost trapped in human clothes, her arms wrapped around her ribs, rocking slightly from side to side.
"Go home, Lauren," I said. My voice was no longer furious; it was dangerously level, the kind of quiet that precedes a structural collapse.
"Clara—"
"Go home. Get in your car, back out of my driveway without headlights until you reach the street, and go to your apartment." I looked directly into her shadowed eyes. "If you are still in my driveway when Maya comes downstairs, I swear to God I will call the sheriff."
Lauren didn't argue. She snatched her purse from the edge of the workbench, squeezed through the side pedestrian door that led to the gravel path, and vanished into the November fog. A second later, the gravel crunched under her boots, followed by the soft, muffled thud of her Civic’s door closing. The engine turned over on the first try—a quiet, modern purr that faded away down the lane without the headlights ever turning on.
Jake was already inside the mudroom, standing over the sink with his hands gripping the porcelain rim so hard his knuckles were white.
I closed the heavy garage door behind me and turned the deadbolt with a decisive, heavy *click*.
The kitchen was bright, warm, and smelled faintly of the pot roast we had eaten six hours ago. On the counter, Maya’s half-finished history project—a cardboard diorama of the Constitutional Convention—sat under the pendant lights. Little plastic figures of Alexander Hamilton and James Madison stood glued to felt grass.
It looked grotesque. The domesticity of it looked like a set on a soundstage that had been abandoned by the actors.
"Mom?"
The voice came from the top of the stairs.
I smoothed my sweater down with both hands, taking a deep, shuddering breath that felt like inhaling broken glass. "Just down here, honey. Dropped my tea mug on the mat. Go back to sleep."
A pause. The house was so quiet I could hear the electric wall clock ticking above the refrigerator.
"Dad’s saw was really loud," Maya called down, her voice groggy, laced with that innocent adolescent annoyance that usually made me smile. "It sounded like someone was banging on the pipes."
"I was clearing a jammed arbor, kiddo," Jake said. His voice was steady. It was terrifying how quickly he found that calm, paternal timbre—the voice he used when she skinned her knee or when the power went out during a summer thunderstorm. "All done now. Go on back to bed. It’s almost eleven."
The floorboards creaked above us as she padded back toward her room. The door shut with a soft latch.
We stood in the kitchen for three full minutes without moving, waiting until the silence upstairs became total once more.
Then Jake turned around.
His face was gray. The grease on his thumb had smeared across the bridge of his nose when he wiped his face. He looked at me across the granite island, his hands flat against the counter.
"You need to hear me," he began.
"Show me the phone," I said.
"Clara, you have to let me explain the sequence—"
"Show. Me. The. Phone."
He hesitated, then slowly pulled the device from his pocket and laid it flat on the counter between us. He didn't slide it toward me, but he didn't pull it back either.
I picked it up. My fingers were cold and stiff, leaving smudges on the screen. The text notification was still there, sitting at the top of the lock screen like an open wound.
*08/14/1986. Room 402. St. Jude’s Private Annex. Ask Robert about the sealed transfer voucher.*
"Who sent this?" I demanded.
"I don't know," Jake said. "I swear on Maya’s life, Clara, I don't know. Lauren got the same message forty-five minutes before she drove out here. She called me from the bypass, screaming that someone was watching her office, that someone had slipped an envelope through the mail slot with the preliminary lab confirmation before the courier even arrived."
"And your first reaction was to bring her into our garage?" My voice shook with venom. "Not to call me? Not to bring her into the living room like an adult? You met her in the dark, behind a half-closed door, and you had your mouth on her."
"I did not kiss her!" Jake slammed his open palm against the granite. The sound was sharp, like a pistol shot. "She was having a complete dissociative panic attack! She grabbed my jacket, she fell into me—I was trying to hold her upright! The angle you saw—Clara, you've known me for twenty years. Do you honestly believe, in your soul, that I would cheat on you with Lauren? With the woman you grew up with?"
"I don't know who the hell you are," I said, every word hitting the air with the weight of lead. "Because until ten minutes ago, I thought your father was an honorable man. I thought Lauren was my late aunt's daughter. And you—you're standing here holding DNA tests that link your family to hers, talking about secret annexes and dates from nineteen eighty-six."
"My father doesn't know about this," Jake said quietly.
I laughed—a sharp, hysterical bark that died in my throat. "Your father doesn't know? Your father *is* the link, Jake! 99.98% parent-child match! You don't get that from a handshake at a Rotary Club dinner! He fathered her. While he was married to your mother. While you were five years old running around their swimming pool."
Jake closed his eyes. A single tear leaked out from the corner of his left eye, carving a clean pale path through the wood dust on his cheek. "My mother died three years ago thinking he was a saint."
"I don't care about your mother right now!" I hissed, stepping around the island until I was inches from his chest. "I care about the fact that my entire life has just been turned into a sick, twisted joke. Lauren’s mother—Aunt Sarah’s sister-in-law, Martha—died when Lauren was six. She died of renal failure in a state hospice. We were told her father was an itinerant roofer from Dayton who vanished when the pregnancy showed."
"It wasn't an itinerant roofer," Jake whispered.
"No. It was Robert Miller." I looked down at the text again. The date glared back at me. *August 14, 1986.*
"How old were you in August of eighty-six, Jake?"
"Six," he said.
"And Lauren was born in...?"
"September," Jake said. His voice was barely audible now. "September twenty-second, nineteen eighty-six."
The room seemed to shrink. The walls pressed in, suffocating and hot. The dates aligned with surgical precision. Room 402. St. Jude’s Private Annex. St. Jude’s had been the old Catholic maternity hospital on the ridge above the valley—the one that had been decommissioned and turned into luxury condos in the late nineties.
Before I could say another word, Jake’s phone vibrated in my hand.
A second text appeared below the first from the same unknown number.
*He’s not asleep, Clara. He’s in his study on River Road right now. Check the security logs for the carriage house.*
My blood turned to slush.
The texter wasn't just messaging Jake.
May you like
The texter was addressing *me*.
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