Chapter 2 - The Digital Vault

Jenna walked me to my car twenty minutes later, chattering endlessly about eucalyptus garlands and whether we should use blush or champagne runners on the reception tables.
"You looked so stunning, Em," she gushed, pulling me into a hug on the sunlit sidewalk outside the bridal shop. Her perfume—expensive, musky, sandalwood and vanilla—invaded my senses. It had always been her signature scent. For years, smelling it had meant safety, laughter, and home. Now, it made my stomach churn with a violent wave of nausea. "Rosa is going to make you look like a magazine cover. You trust me, right?"
"Of course I trust you," I said, my voice eerily level. "You’re my maid of honor."
"Always," she said, kissing my cheek. "See you at dinner tomorrow!"
I drove home in total silence. I didn't turn on the radio. I didn't answer two calls from my mother asking about seating arrangements. I drove through the afternoon traffic of downtown Richmond like an automaton, my knuckles white on the steering wheel, my mind replaying the same eight words:
*Maybe he’ll finally see what I’ve been telling him.*
When I reached our townhouse, Nick wasn't home yet. His work boots were missing from the front mat; he was still at his civil engineering firm, finishing the final structural reports before taking his two weeks of wedding leave. The house was spotless, bathed in the amber glow of the setting sun. On the kitchen island sat a vase of fresh yellow ranunculus he had bought me three days ago just because he knew I’d had a stressful week.
I dropped my purse on the counter and stood there, staring at the vase.
*Nick wouldn't.*
Every rational fiber of my being screamed that Nicholas Vance was the most honest, transparent, fiercely loyal man I had ever known. We had been together for five years. He cried when we adopted our rescue mutt, Buster. He called his grandmother every Sunday at 4:00 PM without fail. When he asked me to marry him on the Blue Ridge Parkway, his hands had shaken so violently he nearly dropped the ring off the scenic overlook.
But betrayal makes a lunatic out of the most grounded person.
I walked over to the charging station near the entryway where Nick kept his personal iPad. It was linked to his Apple ID, synced with his iCloud, and left perpetually unlocked because we had lived together for three years and never harbored a single secret worth hiding.
My hands felt numb as I pressed the home button. The screen flared to life, displaying our engagement photo from the pumpkin patch two autumns ago.
I opened Instagram.
Nick barely used social media. His profile consisted of four pictures: Buster at the river, a suspension bridge he had helped design, our engagement announcement, and a blurry photo of a pizza we made from scratch that ended up burnt. He rarely checked his feed.
I tapped the messenger icon in the top right corner. The inbox was unremarkable: group chats with his college buddies about fantasy football, messages from his brother asking about suit rentals.
Then I tapped the tab labeled *Message Requests*.
The bottom dropped out of my universe.
There were no new requests, but under the hidden/filtered messages folder, Jenna’s name sat pinned like an open wound.
I clicked it.
Hundreds of messages.
The timestamps stretched back eight months—starting right around the time Nick and I booked our venue and officially mailed out the save-the-date cards.
My eyes scanned the lines, each word feeling like a razor dragging across raw nerve endings.
*October 14th, 11:42 PM:*
> **Jenna:** "Hey Nick. Just thinking about how stressed you looked at dinner tonight. Emily can be so demanding when she gets fixated on things. Hope you’re taking care of yourself. You don’t have to carry the whole world on your shoulders, you know."
*November 2nd, 1:15 AM:*
> **Jenna:** "Emily told me today she’s not even sure she wants kids anymore. She said she’s terrified of losing her career momentum. I know how badly you want a family, Nick. It breaks my heart to see you two on such different pages. I’m only telling you this because I care about you both."
I gripped the edge of the kitchen counter until my fingernails bent backwards. *I never said that.* We had picked out nursery paint colors two weeks prior. We had names picked out for girls and boys.
*January 19th, 12:08 AM:*
> **Jenna:** "Did Em tell you about her lunch with Mark? Her ex? She swore me to secrecy, but I can't keep lying for her. She talks about him all the time when you’re not around. She says Mark had an ambition that she misses. You work so hard, Nick. You don’t deserve to be someone’s second choice."
Mark had moved to Seattle four years ago. The last time I spoke to Mark was to congratulate him on his engagement via a public LinkedIn post.
The messages went on and on. Relentless, toxic drivel masquerading as concern. Jenna had spent eight months methodically pouring poison into Nick’s ear, manufacturing doubts, inventing betrayals, fabricating flaws in my character, all while smiling across my kitchen table and helping me address envelope liners.
And then, I scrolled down to last week.
*Thursday, 11:58 PM:*
> **Jenna:** "The closer it gets, the more I worry you’re making a mistake you can’t undo. Marriage isn't a prison, Nick. You deserve someone who really sees you. Someone who has been there all along, someone who would put you first every single day. If you have doubts... you can always call me. Even the night before. I’ll come get you. We can just drive."
I stared at the screen, tears blurring the white text against the dark interface.
Then, I looked at Nick’s replies.
They were sparse. Distant. Spaced days apart.
> **Nick:** "Jenna, Emily and I are fine. Please don't message me like this."
> **Nick:** "Emily is the only woman I want. I don't know why you're saying these things."
> **Nick:** "Stop messaging me, Jenna. If you have an issue with our wedding, talk to Emily."
And to her final message about driving away together, Nick had replied with just four cold words:
> **Nick:** "Do not contact me."
He had shut her down. Every single time. He had stood like a brick wall against her poisonous overtures.
*He never took the bait.*
Relief rushed through me so violently that my knees buckled, and I sank to the kitchen floor, clutching the iPad against my chest. But right behind the relief came a dark, suffocating wave of fury.
He had defended me. He had rejected her.
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*So why the hell hadn't he told me?*
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