Chapter 12 - The Spring Thaw

By late March, the mud on the dirt road behind our apartment had dried into pale, dusty ruts, and the first green shoots of daffodils were pushing up through the dead leaves under the porch.
Lily was four months old now. She had discovered her feet, spending ten minutes every morning lying on her back on the living room rug, kicking her legs in the air and trying to grab her own toes with a look of intense, furrowed concentration that made her look exactly like my father when he was trying to fix the lawnmower carburetor.
On a Wednesday morning, the Buick pulled up to our curb at exactly 10:00 AM.
I saw my father through the front window, sitting behind the wheel with his cap pulled down against the glare of the wet pavement, his hands resting at the ten-and-two position on the steering wheel. He didn't honk. He just waited, staring straight ahead at our brick building the way he used to wait for the light to change at the intersection on Route 4.
I grabbed the diaper bag—the canvas one with the faint gray stain on the bottom that no amount of scrubbing had ever completely removed—and buckled Lily into her car seat.
When I opened the front door of the apartment, my mother was standing at the bottom of the exterior stairs, holding a heavy brown paper bag from the bakery in town.
"I bought the cinnamon buns," she said as I walked down the concrete steps. "The ones with the raisins. Your father likes them, but he eats too many if I leave the box on the counter."
"He’ll eat three if you let him," I said.
"I won't let him."
She reached out and took the diaper bag from my shoulder, her movements efficient and practiced, the way she had handled every package, bag, and box in her life. But this time, she didn't drop it in the slush. She tucked it under her arm, turned toward the passenger side of the Buick, and opened the door for me.
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My father looked over the steering wheel, his blue eyes crinkling at the corners as he saw us coming down the walk.
"Get in," he said. "The radiator in the kitchen’s acting up again, but your mother made coffee."