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Chapter 4 - THE SECRET IN THE TIN

The next morning, Sunday, the sky over Ferris Falls was the color of wet slate. A heavy, thick snow was falling, muffling the sound of traffic along the main drag.

Ray didn't sleep more than two hours. At 6:00 AM, long before Celeste or Chloe were awake, Ray drove his truck back down to the old railroad shacks on the south side.

The house was empty now, the windows dark, the front door secured with a heavy padlocked chain Ray had put on himself after Mark had transported Martha and Josie to the warm rooms of the Fairview Motel.

Ray walked up the creaking steps, unlocked the chain, and stepped inside with a heavy flash lantern.

The air inside was freezing again, but the dangerous gas smell was gone—he had personally vented the pipe night before. He shone his light around the tiny living room.

It was heartbreakingly sparse. A worn-out green velvet sofa with the cushions bursting at the seams. A small wood stove that had rusted through at the base. A small folding table where Josie did her homework under the light of an oil lamp.

Ray walked toward the back alcove—Martha’s bedroom.

On a wooden dresser sat a few faded photographs in cracked plastic frames. Ray leaned down, shining his flashlight on them.

The first was a picture of a young girl with bright brown eyes—Josie’s mother, likely taken ten years ago before she fell ill.

The second picture stopped Ray’s breath cold.

It was an old black-and-white photograph, yellowed around the edges, taken in front of an old brick building. A young woman in a simple floral dress was standing beside a man holding a toddler.

The woman in the photo was wearing a coat with distinct, round, shiny buttons.

Yellow mother-of-pearl.

Ray reached out with a trembling hand and lifted the frame. He turned it over. On the back, written in faded blue fountain-pen ink, were three names:

Martha, Eleanor, and Baby Raymond — July 1971.

Ray dropped the frame. It hit the wooden floorboards with a soft thud, the glass cracking further across the image.

Ray backed away, his breath coming in short, ragged gasps. The room seemed to spin around him.

Baby Raymond.

Thirty-five years ago, Ray Sorenson’s mother had abandoned him on the steps of St. Jude’s Children’s Home in Duluth, Minnesota. He was four years old. He had been passed through three different foster homes before being adopted by Harold Sorenson, a quiet, stoic plumber who gave him his name, taught him how to solder pipes, and left him his small two-truck business when he passed away in 2002.

All his life, Ray had been told his biological mother was dead—that she had died of an overdose in a rooming house in Minneapolis in the late seventies. That was the official record the adoption agency had given Harold.

Ray fell to his knees on the cold floorboards. He reached under the bed, where an old metal cookie tin sat covered in dust.

He pulled the tin out. His hands shook so violently he could barely pry the metal lid open.

Inside the tin were hundreds of buttons. Yellow, white, pearlescent, horn, and brass. And underneath the buttons was a stack of yellowed envelopes, bound together with a fraying red ribbon.

Ray pulled off the ribbon and opened the top letter.

It was addressed to the St. Jude’s Children’s Home, Duluth MN — Attention: Social Services.

The date was October 14, 1975.

"To whoever is holding my sweet Raymond,

I am sending forty dollars with this letter. It is all I could earn sewing coats this month. Please do not tell him I am bad. Please tell him I am trying to get the money for his lung operation. The doctors in Rochester say he needs the surgery before he turns six or he won't make it. My husband took our savings and ran when the baby got sick. I am working three shifts at the garment mill. Please keep him warm. I will come back for him as soon as the bill is paid.

Your loving mother, Martha Lond."

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Ray pressed the letter against his face, a raw, wracking sob tearing out of his throat into the empty, freezing silence of the abandoned house.

He wasn't abandoned because he wasn't loved. He was left behind so he wouldn't die.

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