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Chapter 2 - Neon Signs and Cold Cuts

The cab of my three-quarter-ton diesel pickup smelled of sawdust, hydraulic oil, and the spearmint gum Lucy kept in the glove box.

The engine was already humming, the heavy-duty alternator sending waves of heat through the dashboard vents, but neither of the kids took off their winter coats. They sat side-by-side on the rear bench seat, their seatbelts fastened, their parcels resting flat across their laps. Outside, the wind was picking up off the river, gusting against the truck's cab and rocking the chassis with rhythmic, hollow thuds.

The digital thermometer on the dashboard cluster read thirty-one degrees. By the time we hit the county line, it dropped to twenty-nine.

"Dad?" Lucy’s voice was small, barely louder than the hum of the Goodyear tires against the cold pavement.

"Yeah, baby?" I looked up at the rearview mirror. Her blue eyes were reflecting the green glow of the instrument panel.

"Did Nana not like the hydrangeas?"

My knuckles went white on the steering wheel. I kept my foot steady on the throttle, guiding the truck through the black ribbon of County Road 4. The headlights swept across dormant cornfields and skeletons of bare elm trees.

"Your painting is the best piece of art that’s been in that house in thirty years, Luce," I told her, my voice thick. "Nana didn't look at it because Nana wasn't thinking straight."

"Aunt Brooke was lying," Owen said from the corner of the back seat. His voice wasn't small like Lucy's; it was hard, vibrating with that raw, adolescent rage that kids develop right when they realize adults are capable of being deeply, unapologetically pathetic. "Preston and Porter weren't scared of us. Porter was playing Nintendo Switch on the sofa when we walked up the steps. He looked right at me through the window and laughed."

"I know, buddy."

"Then why did Nana let her do that?"

I didn't answer right away. How do you explain thirty-eight years of family dysfunction to a twelve-year-old boy in the cab of a work truck on a Friday night? How do you explain that Evelyn Vance spent her entire life worshipping the daughter who treated her like an accessory while stepping on the neck of the son who paid her taxes?

Brooke had gone to a private liberal arts college on money my father didn't have, married a junior partner at an estate-planning firm who wore loafers without socks, and spoke with an accent she acquired during a two-week semester in Florence. I had gone to trade school, earned my master mechanical license by twenty-four, and spent twenty years crawling through crawl spaces and boiler pits until my shoulders clicked when I reached for a coffee mug.

To my mother, Brooke was elegance. Brooke was the Vance family reborn into country-club respectability. I was just the maintenance man who happened to share her blood.

"Sometimes people choose what's easy over what's right," I said finally. "Brooke makes a lot of noise, and your grandmother would rather let her stomp on everyone else than have that noise turned on her."

"It's stupid," Owen said, turning his face toward the cold glass of the side window. "I'm throwing the box in the woodstove when we get home."

"Don't you dare," I said firmly. "You put twenty hours of work into that dovetail joinery. You keep it. Put your tackle in it. It's too good for that house anyway."

I pulled the truck off the highway exit toward the outskirts of town, where the commercial sprawl gave way to the neon glow of the *Starlight Diner*. It was an old-school barrel-roof diner with greasy stainless steel, vinyl booths patched with duct tape, and a gravel parking lot full of delivery vans and farm trucks.

"Come on," I said, putting the transmission in park and killing the headlights. "Dinner's on me."

"Can we get breakfast food?" Lucy asked, a tiny flicker of life returning to her voice.

"You can get three waffles covered in strawberries and chocolate syrup, and if the waitress asks, I’ll tell her you're thirty years old and make your own life decisions."

For the first time since we left the house, Lucy let out a tiny, wet giggle.

The diner was warm—real warmth, smelling of griddled onions, dark-roast coffee, and bacon fat. We slid into a corner booth beneath a flickering neon sign advertising cherry pie. The waitress, an older woman named Marcie whose knuckles were swollen from thirty years of carrying oval trays, dropped three menus on the formica table along with a basket of saltines.

"You three look like you got blown in by the front," Marcie said, pulling a pencil from behind her ear. "What's the damage tonight, boys?"

"Hot chocolate with extra whipped cream for the kids," I said. "Black coffee for me. And three plates of whatever is closest to pure sugar."

While the kids studied the laminated menus, I pulled my phone out of my jacket pocket and laid it face-down on the table. My skin was still prickling with residual adrenaline. Every instinct I had as a contractor, as a brother, and as a son was screaming at me to drive back to the house, kick the front door off its hinges, and drag Brooke’s husband into the yard by his cashmere lapels.

But that was what Brooke wanted. She thrived on scenes where she could play the fragile, traumatized victim of my "uncontrolled temper." She wanted Richard to be able to sigh and talk about "Rupert’s issues" over brunch with their friends.

No. Violence was cheap. Confrontation was temporary.

I looked down at the lock screen on my phone. The time was 9:02 PM.

At 9:06 PM, the glass table vibrated.

A text message banner dropped down from the top of the screen:

**Mom:** *The heat just stopped working. The house is already down to 62. Call your guy and have him come out right now. The boys are freezing.*

I stared at the screen. I didn't blink.

A slow, terrifyingly calm sensation spread through my ribs, starting from the center of my chest and radiating outward until my fingers felt completely relaxed.

"Dad?" Owen asked, looking up from his menu. "What is it?"

I didn't answer. I picked up the phone, unlocked it, and tapped out a response with one thumb.

**Me:** *My guy doesn't like you.*

I hit send.

Three dots appeared almost instantly. Disappeared. Reappeared.

**Mom:** *Rupert James, do not play games with me tonight! It is below freezing out there! Brooke's dog is shivering! Richard looked at the furnace and said the red light is flashing! Call whoever installed this thing immediately!*

I took a slow sip of the ice water Marcie had set down on the table, leaned back against the vinyl booth, and typed four more words:

**Me:** *Check the gas meter.*

Then I laid the phone flat on the table, took a deep breath of the diner's bacon grease, and smiled at my daughter.

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"Order whatever you want, Lucy," I told her. "Dad’s having a great night."

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