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Chapter 17 - LETTERS ACROSS THE SEA

The evening air in Dublin was crisp, carrying the distant, salty tang of the Irish Sea as it rolled into Dublin Bay. I sat at the small wooden writing desk in my apartment, sipping a cup of chamomile tea while reading through a stack of international correspondence.

Among the bills and academic journals was a thick, cream-colored envelope bearing a postmark from a federal corrections facility in Washington State.

My breath caught in my throat. I hadn't heard from Tacoma since the initial legal proceedings concluded three weeks ago. My hand hovered over the paper knife for a long moment, my pulse quickening. A part of me—the terrified, scarred girl who used to hide in her bedroom closet to escape my mother’s screaming matches—wanted to throw the envelope straight into the recycling bin without opening it.

Instead, I took a slow, deep breath, picked up the paper knife, and sliced the top cleanly open.

Inside was a single piece of lined notebook paper, covered in shaky, unfamiliar handwriting that I eventually recognized as my mother’s.

*Clara,*

*If you are reading this, it means the court-appointed receiver has finally taken possession of the house. Chloe and I are currently awaiting trial in a holding facility outside Seattle. Our lawyers say we are facing a minimum of five years for financial fraud and identity theft.*

*I don't expect you to forgive me. I don't even expect you to read this to the end. Every time I close my eyes, I see you standing on that driveway, crying and begging as the smoke rose from your luggage. I deserve every cold night in this cell. I chose to blind myself to what Chloe was, and in doing so, I destroyed the only daughter who ever truly cared about me.*

*I am sorry, Clara. Not just because I lost everything, but because I was a monster to you.*

*— Beverly.*

I stared at the letter for a long, quiet minute. There was no anger left in my chest. No burning desire for revenge, no vindictive glee, and no lingering pain. Just a profound, quiet emptiness—followed by an overwhelming sense of profound, liberating closure.

The apology didn't fix the past. It didn't bring back the years of emotional abuse, nor did it erase the terror of that afternoon in Tacoma. But it was the final period at the end of a very long, very painful chapter.

As I folded the letter neatly and placed it inside my leather journal, the front door unlocked, and Liam walked in, shaking the light mist off his jacket and holding a paper bag filled with warm pastries.

"Everything alright, love?" he asked softly, noticing the quiet seriousness in my expression as he walked over to my desk.

I looked up at him, a genuine, radiant smile breaking across my face as I stood up and wrapped my arms tightly around his neck.

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"Everything is more than alright, Liam," I whispered, burying my face in his shoulder. "Everything is finally finished."

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