Chapter 6 - THE SEARCH FOR JULIA

The rain had finally died down to a dull, misty drizzle by the time I returned to the black command SUV. I sat in the rear leather seat, staring out at the blurred neon signs of Austin, my mind racing faster than it had during any combat operation.
"Where to, General?" the driver asked, looking at me in the rearview mirror.
"Headquarters," I ordered. "I need to review a file."
Twenty minutes later, I was back in my private office. The base was quiet, shrouded in the late-night stillness that usually brought me peace. But tonight, the silence felt suffocating. I sat at my desk, opening the encrypted digital document Captain Reyes had forwarded to my terminal.
There it was. A full dossier on Julia Vance—now using her mother’s maiden name, Julia Miller.
I scrolled through the pages, my eyes scanning the text with desperate hunger.
She was thirty-three now. She was working as an assistant manager at a small community art center in East Austin. Her address was listed as a modest wood-frame house on Chestnut Street.
And then I reached the dependent section.
Clara Vance-Miller. Born October 14, 2019.
There was a tiny, low-resolution photograph attached to Clara's school record file. I zoomed in until the pixels blurred. She had Julia's hazel eyes and my stubborn, square jawline.
I leaned back in my heavy leather chair, covering my face with both hands. Seven years. I had spent seven years convincing myself that staying away was an act of respect—that Julia wanted nothing to do with me, so I was simply honoring her boundary. But deep down, in the dark corners of my conscience where I rarely allowed myself to look, I knew the truth.
It wasn't respect. It was cowardice.
It was easier to hide behind my uniform, my rank, and my military duties than to pick up the phone, swallow my pride, and say four simple words: I was wrong, please forgive me.
I looked at the drawing Renata had given me, which now sat on the edge of my mahogany desk beside the photograph of Julia. The bright yellow crayon sun seemed to mock the cold, sterile order of my office.
Renata's voice echoed in my head again: When someone matters, you shouldn't wait until they're gone to tell them.
I picked up my desk phone and dialed Sergeant Miller’s extension.
"Miller," I said when he answered on the first ring. "I need you to pull up the civil service employment portal for civilian contractors on base."
"Sir?" Miller sounded startled. "At this hour?"
"Yes. There is a woman named Marisol Duarte. I want her application pulled for the facilities management supervisory track. She has eight years of private sector experience. Ensure her file bypasses the initial automated screening and goes directly to the director's desk for review."
"Understood, General. I'll take care of it first thing in the morning."
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"No, Miller," I corrected him firmly. "Take care of it tonight. Some things cannot wait until morning."
I hung up the phone, grabbed my dress coat, and walked out into the night. I wasn't going to spend another hour hiding behind my desk.